or insecure or something. Woke up today with a big spot on my face. I just looked so gross that i actually put makeup on it before i went downstairs to make a cup of tea. Oh my god. Only my housemates are in!! What is wrong with me! I swear i look totally gross today.
On a happy note, it is proper spring outside! Got the window open and springy smells are wafting in 
I'm quite worried about the cough today. Last night sucked. I was hacking away like a 40-a-day smoker (I'm not). Why is it as soon as a lay down i start coughing? Are my lungs filling up with juice? Feel a bit paranoid about it today. Can't go to the doctors cos i'm registered in Notts and need to be in Leeds til at least Thursday night. Think i'll stroll on down to Boots and get some stronger cough medicine. I really wanted to go out tomorrow night but at this rate i'm not going anywhere 
. Haven't been drunk since my birthday!! Aargh I want to go out and dance!!
Sigh....
Well I gues I should go and get in the shower. Might clean it first, it looks a bit dingy.
Speak later, xx