Noone would come out with me tonight so ended up staying in. It isn't as bad as it sounds though as we've made plans to go out tomorrow night instead. This means i have to tell the Boyf i'm not coming home til Friday. I've only been here 1 night anyway! To tell you the truth the boyf has been pretty bad company since Wednesday. Yesterday he worked late and came home well grumpy. I tried to cheer him up by cooking his favourite dinner which worked a bit but he still didn't talk to me much. Went to bed pissed off that he pretty much just fell asleep without even giving me a kiss. I need lovin'!! *sigh* I was a bit short with him this morning but he didn't seem to notice much, just said how much he loves me before he left for work like he does every day but i'm feeling a bit paranoid that the shine might be wearing off. I hope i'm wrong. If he doesn't jump on me for some lovin' when i get back on Friday I'll be really worried!!
Well i'm going now to finish my glass of rank wine (£2.50 for a bottle) and to watch the end of Along Came Polly with housemates.
xx

I have wanted to go out get drunk since I woke up this morning. I haven't been out in ages. On the train back to uni i texted couple of housemates to see if they are up for it but not got a concrete yes out of any of them yet. Texted my best mate from home to see if she will spontaneously hop on the train and come out here with me. No reply yet, she must be at work or something. I think I'll have to go buy some beer and drink at home if noone will come out with me. I feel the need to let go and be drunk. Need to get dressed up and dance around to loud music. I've been listening to music all day as usual but it's making me feel the need to go out even more! Damn Ipod!
Housemate V is my best chance. She is the only one who'll come to the Cockpit with me. My last resort is Oceana where I'm even willing to go to tonight because i'm so desperate to go out!!! So fingers crossed i'll convince someone to get their dancing shoes (or better still, trainers) and come out with me!
*hope* *hope*