The Boyf has just left to get the train to Gatwick to get a Plane to Tennessee!! EEK! Never been this far apart before. I know it might make you all want to vomit but it's so FAR. I miss him already and he's not even got to the airport yet. He'll be back on Monday but it's 5 sleeps alone. Oh my god i'm so lame aren't I? Never slept a night in the flat without him. At least I get to spread out in the kingsize bed. Who am I kidding? It's going to suck. Best mate is coming over to stay tomorrow night after a night on the piss so won't be lonely then. Tonight is going to be really weird. I hope I don't cry because then I really will feel like a loser. Will probably stay up until he's due in at Gatwick at around 1am. His plane doesn't leave till 9am tomorrow (!!) so he has to sleep in the airport as there were no other trains. This means whilst I'm snuggled down all alone i'll have visions of him all cold and alone in the airport all night long. I wouldn't feel so lost if he was just going to London or somewhere for a few days, it's the distance that's freaking me out. Of course I acted real happy for him because it's a free holiday to the Jack Daniels distillery, but inside i'm like "don't gooooooooo, stay with meeeeeeeeeeee!!" Oh dear! Well i'm going to finish watching the end of Legally Blonde now. I love that film!!