As i mentioned in an earlier entry, i thought maybe the Boyf was getting a bit tired of me. I went back to uni on weds thinking that absence makes the heart grow fonder etc. Went out really early with housemate EB. WE did half of the Otley Run which is a giant bar crawl from where we live into the city centre. Was well fun but heels are not good for that amount of trekking. Anyway, back to my point.... I had texted the Boyf a couple times throughout the day but knew his phone was off as i never got a delivery report. When the texts finally went through i replied to say i was out and would ring him later. After a couple of depressing texts back where he made me feel bad for being out i gave him a call. I asked him what was wrong and why has he been so off for the last 2 weeks. Then it all comes out how he feels second best to my "Leeds life" and he feels like when i'm in Notts i can't wait to go back to Leeds. Apparently i never call him anymore (how can i when his phone is off). This is of course all bollocks which i told him so. After rambling on for a while more we finally got it sorted sort of. I came back yesterday after only being in Leeds for one night to make him feel wanted again! What a turn of events. All the time i thought he was going off me, he was thinking the same. I'm not happy that he's moaning at me for going out. I tried to explain that uni is not just about studying but also about making friends and having fun but he is just jealous. So i think my course of action is to be super nice and attentive to the Boyf whilst i'm here but of course i'm not going to neglect my housemates and social life in Leeds. He will just have to realise that me going out having fun doesn't mean i don't love him!
What a stress, i just hope he chills out now we've talked about it and i just want my fun Boyf to re-surface. *sigh*
