I've just agreed to work tonight because someone can't come in to work. WHY!! Why did i say yes? I don't want to go to work. I know why i did say yes, it's because it's my Boyf's family that own and run this place so i can't say no to them. *sigh*
"it's only 8 til 12, you'll be saving our asses"
Well actually it's not only 8 til 12, it's 8 til 1am because we shut at 12 then i have to kick everyone out and clean upstairs and down which takes an hour. Grr. AND i'll have to be the person in charge. AND there will be only 2 of us working. AND we're both girls so i hope there's no trouble.

For fuck's sake i'm too nice and helpful. I want to stay home watch tv.
Ugh i really don't feel like smiling at drunk people.

I'm back and i have some new jeans!!
I did NOT buy them from Primark. What a load of shit. I went in there with an open mind thinking beggars can't be choosers and picked up 5 pairs of jeans in my size that looked semi-ok. Well when i tried them on they looked fucking awful!! They were badly made and just gross gross GROSS! I tried my best i really did but i couldn't wear them in public they were the most unflattering jeans i have ever put on. They were amazingly low priced and maybe they suit other people better than me so i can't knock that. Definitely not for me though.
So i decided to try Zara. I LOVE ZARA!! I got a perfect fitting lovely pair of jeans for £19. Bargain! They are nice and stretchy, tight at the thighs and slightly bootcut. I'm going to turn them up and team them with my heels for the birthday meal on Saturday night. Should look hot.
I nearly got drawn in by buy one get one free on 2 horribly fitting tops in H&M but resisted after trying them on for the second time and realising that smock stylee tops make me look pregnant. The mirrors in H&M make me look disgusting. I don't know what it is about them but they seem to accentuate all of my fat. I bent over with my top off and i swear the rolls of fat looked even worse than i had thought they did before. Depressing. Glad i look nice with my clothes on or i really would cry. Better keep covered up haha!
I'm going to put my new jeans on now and dance around til the Boyf gets home. yay!

I need some new jeans desperately. Only problem is i'm skint! I'm so desperate that today i'm actually going to go and look at the jeans in Primark. *gasp*
I'm going out for a friend's birthday on Saturday and she's asked me to "dress up" which to me means wearing shoes. I want some cropped jeans or a pair that can be rolled to go with my heels and a nice top. I only have £30 spare cash this week and so obviously i'm not going to be able to buy a nice pair. I'm thinking brave Primark and if i can find a bargain pair which i could cut the label off (if you haven't guessed, i kind of have a problem with Primark) and maybe customise a bit. The next cheapest place that i can think of is H&M but their jeans are about £30 which leave me no money to buy my friend a card and a small gift. Ugh being poor sucks! Give me my student loan now!!