I don't know how to fit in everything that i want to do today.
I definitely have to be at the opticians at 4.10pm which is getting in the way of my plans. I'm planning to go over to my mum's today and see everyone. I also want to go to the gym. The opticians and the gym are in the same town which is halfway between here and my mum's. I don't know whether to go gym, mum's, opticans, home. Or gym, mum's, opticians, back to mum's then home. Or fuck off the gym, go mum's, see if she'll give me a lift to opticians and back, then home later tonight.
Wow this is a boring post. I think i'll ring my mum see what time she's definitely in first. Who knows maybe she'll be out after all and my plans are all for nothing. I hope not, i can't take another day of family rejection!
Felt depressed all day yesterday thinking about my Dad. I spoke to my sister and she thinks we should go over to his house and talk to him about how we feel. *sigh* I just don't know. I'm pretty angry as well as upset and my course of action at the moment is to wait for him to call me which i know won't be for a long time. I worked out that i haven't seen him since my birthday which was 6 months ago! That also means that i'm 25 and a half! NOOOOOOOO!