It's all going wrong. I've been sat here for 10 years trying to cover this stupid spot near my nose. It's so bad i actually think i may have to stay in. I don't know why i've got such bad skin now i'm 25. It's not fucking fair. I do everything i can to look after it and nothing seems to really work. Last time i went to get my pill i asked the doctor if i could try one that would help my skin and she dismissed the idea saying she couldn't see anything wrong with it! That's because i spent about an hour putting on make up before i go there which i told her and she ended up recommending a mild acne cream. It has helped a bit but i still look disgusting. Really upset about this. I can't face Leeds city centre with all the trendy looking gorgeous people when i look like this. How fucking depressing.