So earlier I wrote that I'm worried tonight one of my housemates might be wanting to stay with one of her other friends in Revolution rather than leaving at 11pm to go somewhere else with me for my birthday celebrations.
Well Facebook is adding to my suspicions! She has written on the other birthday girl's wall that she can't wait for dancing tonight. Well thanks a lot seeing as she hasn't said anything to me about tonight yet!
Maybe it's because it's the other girl's actual birthday today so it was just part of a birthday message.
I hope people don't start deciding that they are going to stay in Rev's and leave me! We have the same group of friends so could be a problem. I just don't know anymore .

I have faith that housemate VM won't skank me and so at least we'll have a fun time if the others fuck me off.
Well i'm off to the shops now to buy bin bags and toilet roll seeing as everyone else in this bloody house won't think to buy any until we're desperate.
Feeling a bit homesick and yearning for my home friends a lot right now!

My feelings about my Leeds birthday night out have been up and down ever since 2 of my housemates fell out with me about a night out I planned without inviting them straight away. I can't really put my finger on why because we have made up since then.
Last night one of them asked me what time we were going out to which i replied "early!!" as this had always been my plan. Then she said "oh - well i'ts just I can't afford to drink out all night so maybe we could stay here til late and go out about 10pm?"
This has pissed me off a bit because I want to go out at 8.30 and drink some nice cocktails til about 11 then off to a club which I know is dirt cheap. I can see her point about the expense but I can't help feeling that it's my birthday and people should do what I want to! Anyway I compromised and we are going out at 9.30 now. This is the same housemate who wouldn't bend last wednesday and come to an indie club which meant all of us stayed in. I feel like she is always the one who has the deciding vote. *sigh*

The annoying thing is I really get on with her and when we go out we have a good laugh and a dance. I just wish she would be a bit more accomodating sometimes. I have been to countless dance clubs because that is what she loves when I love rock and alternative music. Only one of my housemates has been to an alternative night with me. For two years i've been going where everyone else wants to go.

Which brings me onto my next concern about tonight.

We are going to Revolution first which is going to be dancy/pop music (which I do like sometimes!) then off to an alternative night. I have a feeling that difficult housemate will try and drag out the time in Rev so there is less time in the rock club. I want to leave Rev at 11pm so we get 3 hours in the other place. I really hope she doesn't. I also have a feeling she will stay there because it is someone else's birthday tonight and they are staying in Rev's for the evening.

Oh god i'm really nervous tonight is going to be a disaster. I wish my friends from home were coming but they are all grown-ups with jobs that they couldn't get time off from